Never say never

Why is it that I can't make up my mind on certain topics? One day I say "absolutely not" and then next I say "maybe". I'm thinking that no more "never"s in my life might be a good thing. If I don't say never, then there can be no remorse, expectations, or letting people down. All I can do is be the best person I can be - sound familiar kidlings?

I'm forcing myself out of the house tonight. A party that may or may not be any fun. But, the simple fact that I'm getting out is positive at this point.

Trying to psych myself up for said out of town guest. A little hard since I have no idea what to expect in terms of any conversation and/or connection...but I do enjoy entertaining (even if the person is a virtual stranger). Maybe, after the week (yes, she is staying her for 6 days! A little odd imho...), we WILL be friends...or not. At least I'll know.

And, once again, having guests arriving has spurred me to make some more home improvements. This time it is finally painting the guest room. Goodbye yellow! Woo hoo!